You can’t keep dancing with the devil and ask why you’re still in hell
For the whole of ‘The X Factor’ I didn’t have a solo which, for me, was a tough pill to swallow. I was delighted but at the same time, couldn’t really understand why I was in the band. That was really low, that feeling of not having a purpose, of just being along for the ride.
I’m a writer. I’m supposed to have the right words to say. I should be able to string together elegant words and delicate sentences to express this delight. But I can’t. Speechless is all I can utter.
But to me, that’s more beautiful than any fairytale I’ve ever heard, any love story I’ve ever read, or any dream I’ve ever walked through.
So thank you, thank you for leaving me at a loss for all words.